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We Do What We Must

by Derek Lee Miller

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1.
The Old Wall 04:00
These bricks are breaking down The powder they leave on the ground Is their matter returning to where it was found The names that are scrawled on the wall are the remnants Of ghosts who refuse to admit that they're gone We can try to decipher and speak them to life But the syllables slip and we lack the right tongue This city's built on dust We know in the end that it must Be returned to the clay that was baked in its bones But, oh, I couldn't bear the thought Of you lost to time and forgot So I carved your whole name in a bit of the stone The words that I scrawled on the wall are the pieces Of people who passed in the blink of an eye You can try to decipher and speak us to life But we're already gone, so don't even try Hoist your towers high to the sky They'll still fall And you hold your empire tight 'Til you're up against the wall These bodies will break down The trace that we leave on the ground Is our matter still longing to reach for the skies But, oh, I couldn't bear the pain To go tumbling through life once again Without your name written next to mine These bricks are breaking down The powder they leave on the ground Is their matter returning to where it was found
2.
Your sister's as thin as the cornsilk And your brother's as thick as a stone They swung down the path They're out on their ass And I don't think that they're coming home You can mark it all down, you can storm into town But it's better to let it alone The big machine's humming, the new roads are coming And I don't think that they're coming home I said son don't you lie You'll work 'til you die And be buried alone in your field The powerline's down on the pavement And that pavement is starting to crack You're worn to the nub Your fingers are stubs And there's no one to put it all back You can write your complaints, you can show great restraint You can shove it all into a pack You're the only one now, there's lines to be plowed And there's no one to put it all back I said son don't you lie You'll work 'til you die And they'll pave right on top of your grave Your father was promised a pension And your mother was promised a dream But the only return They've got now is dirt It's the only ghost left you can glean You can get yourself high, you can scream to the sky You can batter yourself on the beam Put your shoulder into it, these boulders don't quit And they're the only ghosts left you can glean I said boy don't you lie You'll work 'til you die And they won't even put up a stone You can come with your hand on the bible You can come with it full of receipts If you want sugar in your tea You won't get none from me You can choke on the bitter, you see Boy, I won't lie We're all meant to die 'Til the fields spill out into the sea
3.
So In Love? 04:11
Dip your feet in the river and feel The current still pulling you into the flow All the water that passed here before you Continues to run on long after you go Run your hand through your hair Let him see you're still there In your mind you are millions of miles away Wondering what it would take to stay Can you stay so in love? Diving into the hollows you know Every switch in the path and it scares you to death To be rooted down into the soil That birthed you your body and gave you your breath Build a monument to your desire It would sink down into the mire When he catches your eye you can turn it away 'Cause you know that he would beg you stay So in love But can you stay So in love? Will you remain So in love? Can you stay So in love? Give yourself up to the night and you might Be the bird that never took flight Do his arms hold you tight Or just hold you down? Turning over on the bed in the morning You're struck by the sight of his shape on the sheets With his gravity drawing you slowly You toss back the covers to set free your heat Morning light slips in through the door Drawing arrows onto the floor It's half a mile to the highway that drives you away But you're afraid half of you might stay So in love But can you stay So in love? Will you remain So in love? Can you stay So in love?
4.
No One Knows 04:08
The siren screams its song into the sky And no one knows And no one knows The note that calls him down into the night The serpent sinks its fangs down to the bone And no one knows And no one knows How quick the poison works or how it flows The wounded man who will refuse to speak And no one knows And no one knows The true name on his tongue or where it leads The book laid open with its pages ripped And no one knows And no one knows The words that crawled up out between his lips The ferryman must keep his boat in sight And no one knows And no one knows If he'll accept the coin you have in mind
5.
Fall Into Me 03:55
The horizon is filling with billowing clouds in the sky Lit from within by the force of their heavenly fire And I could swear that the light was made just for us tonight And the elements swirling is what's keeping us alive And gravity exists just to keep us in orbit around How quietly the skies can fall With a flash and hush we could float to the ground And exchange our energies there And this is how We keep our bodies from bursting apart at the seams Reaching across from the pulses that pull us away Your skin is resolving itself into radio waves Forever revolving in myriad schemes Escape velocity is unattainable, it seems So fall into orbit, where never to wander astray How quietly the skies can fall With a flash and hush we could float to the ground And exchange our energies there And this is how We keep our bodies from bursting apart at the seams Closing your eyes to survive every shift in the sea But we are made of the stuff all the stars wish that they could all be You're the lightning that leaps across the dark and empty space I'm the breath of the wind and the taste of the rain So resolve yourself to make one final promise to me: Say that you will Fall into me
6.
Come on, step up I'll place my hands on the captain's wheel Climb aboard, bring your friends My sword is tarnished, but it's sharp as the wind Sail away under threatening skies A murder of crows wanna peck out your eyes Douse the lights and brandish the guns If they're coming for us, they got a long way to come If that dirty old skull in his billowing robes Wants to drag us down to the darkness below With chattering teeth and rattling bones Well, roll the dice, 'cause we're never sailing home again Come on, spin that wheel And place your nickel on the head of the drum Pick any song, I will sing along Pull the splinters from your heels when the stomping's done We're rolling out the carpet for the raising of the dead Shake the dirt from your hair and leave the dust on the bed There's only one truth, and I'll pass it along: Nothing you've buried stays buried for long If that dirty old skull in his billowing robes Wants to drag us down to the darkness below With chattering teeth and rattling bones Well, roll the dice, 'cause we're never sailing home again If that dirty old skull in his billowing robes Wants to drag us down to the darkness below With chattering teeth and rattling bones Well, roll the dice, 'cause we're never sailing home again Come on, pay up You made your gambles, walk away when you're done Come on, it's done A pound of flesh always pays off in blood You got fire in your heart and you got ice in your veins But the midday son's gonna boil your brains So lash that rope and brace in the wind If lightning hit us once, it'll hit us again Come on, step up
7.
Buried 03:11
She sits by the window and watches the old road Taking their sons once again The ruts in the cobbles preserving the troubles Of boots pounding stones into sand And they say they will be born again And they say they will come back as men The new banner waves in front of the brave Inviting them into new lands With the multitudes cheering, the old woman's hearing The same old drum clanging again And they say they will go hold the line And she prays they will come back this time The fall without warning on some early morning As tossed as the water beginning to boil They buried the masses on top of the ashes A whole generation turned into soil And the old lady's watching the clock never stopping The clanking of metal and gnashing of gears It's blood makes the grass grow outside of the castle Just to be cut down year after year And they say that they were buried as men And she says that they were buried nonetheless
8.
All alone, you ripped the world apart With the right word at the wrong time Lord, I tried to keep your secret from the start Like a hot coal under my tongue But when your lips can form the question When the answer is resigned to the dust When they write the book about us, they'll tell themselves We do what we must We do what we must I was first to taste the water from your well Down the dark path beyond the pale Drown the thirst when you cast a simple spell There was no wall I would not assail When they hew the whole that holds you When they try to leave you tucked and untouched When your bones come back to haunt you, they'll say We do what we must We do what we must I confess I was swallowed by the sound Of the masses pressing up against the door And I swear I will make this hallowed ground Where their filthy feet will never touch the floor When they meet me in the moonlight Their faithless prayers must all be cut from their tongues When I find them in the firelight, I'll say We do what we must We do what we must
9.
I know you heard the call That no one else can year I see it in your eyes You could be anywhere but here You could be the moon Running from the sight of the sun And you know I only stand in your light I could be the man writing down the changes of your phases As you crawl across the sky one more time I could be the ship That skims across your sea Or I could be the sailor That sights you from the lee You could be the stars That draw a line that burns in the night And you know I'll only follow your light I could be the man writing down the changes of your phases As you crawl across the sky one more time I could be the stone That lies beneath the earth Holding up the house To which you will return You could be the moon Running from the sight of the sun And you know I only stand in your light I could be the man writing down the changes of your phases As you crawl across the sky one more time You could be the stars That draw a line that burns in the night And you know I'll only follow your light I could be the man writing down the changes of your phases As you crawl across the sky one more time I could be the call That no one else can hear
10.
Devil's dancing out on the water We oughtta sink down to the sand at the bottom Scurry over the sunken ships And let our bones drift in the water Mother dear, won't you shed a tear? The levee will not hold this time We made a place to erase ourselves Planted feet first in the mud and the sun And you will not be the same again And you will not be the same again Ain't easy pickings, you all it a living Eating dust and bone and ash Every wall will just fall on you And you don't even have to ask this time And you will not be the same again And you will not be the same again Devil's dancing, he's got his tap shoes on, he's going downtown He's going straight for your heart, gonna tear it all apart until we all fall down Bit by bit and brick by brick until the buildings are gone And sun shines down on your face Bleeding, smiling, and You will not be the same anymore You will not be the same anymore

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released April 30, 2020

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